So today I finally received the copy of the original petition for divorce from Micheal... and in his true nature I have received a fair settlement for four years of marriage and three years cohabitation prior to that.
The lawyer speak...Petitioner (who is asking or better still..paying for the divorce)
Respondent (person who is being divorced from)...me!
Property Division (who gets to keep what)...he keeps everything ie. the 3 bedroom house, the lake property, even my diamond engagement ring.
I get to keep what I came with a 1994 Geo Tracker .
Ordered and Degreed that Petitioner(Micheal) pay a $500 dollar medical bill left pending on my shoulder surgery.
Respondent (me) is ordered to pay balance of Sundance Behavioral and Millwood Hospital and Park Central Surgical Center for respondent and respondent's daughter. Uhmmmm...well over $500.
So $500 dollars covers everything...makes us even...about $75 dollars for every year I spent with this man! This is the kind of stuff that makes people do crazy things to each other, this is the kind of thing that locks onto a persons spirit for life changing them into an angry resentful person. I REFUSE TO BE ROBBED TWICE!
If I go back, return to the home, retreat to a sham of a marriage, I get a home, the lake property, a car and bills paid as, "I can change!", he says. "You gave up!"
What a real gift Micheal has given me (oh, he hugged me as he gave me the envelope)!
He gave the gift of letting go. If he had treated me fairly with the respect I deserved I would have been haunted with the doubts that I might be doing the wrong thing. No! It's so clear...of course to any normal thinking individual but not to Micheal that he was disrespectful and selfish with the settlement. Hell it was a rape and nothing else as he hides all his assets.
So be it! His Things have, has been the most important gods to him, alcohol has always been his first mistress and my rival, and lack of emotional clarity or attachment to others is still missing from his personality. He's always been afraid someone would steal his valuables, he obsessed over and over about how to keep those things safe, untouched and within his own reach. It's so hard to realized that I was not valuable enough to care for properly.
Oh, he does miss having me, my services, my spirit, my soul and so he's angry that I would run to save myself. And run I did! But now,I must run a little further as I must not let the sadness and anger I feel for being slighted change my spirit. I must push thu this...beyond the things I didn't get or the monetary help I needed or the feelings of being insulted as his former love and wife. Nothing is worth poisoning my heart with anger and resentment...he will not get that too!
the Queen signs the papers to end the siege for her soul...
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